TVXQ as 5~

"we're FAMILY,as well as FRIENDS,

the word COMRADE also comes to mind,

we have to be TOGETHER!

IF ITS NOT 5 OF US~

ITS NOT TVXQ~"

"we trust each other & are also each other's STRENGTH,

before i knew it,

they r already a DEEP PART OF ME,

their EXISTENCE to me is as IMPORTANT AS MY LIFE~"

"each time,i've said that they're like my SIBLINGS,

like my FAMILY~

but to me,

they're more than a family,

they're A PART OF ME,

my alter ego"

"if i was alone,

there'd be no way i could hv come this far,

i dont really hv that confidence,

but to be here,

TOGETHER,

now 5 of us are are already a FAMILY,"

"even if everything failed,

as long as the members r there,

i feel that its all right,

& another chance will defintiely come our way..

for me,

they're more than a family~.."

TVXQ will comeback in 2011?

must be really excited after read that topic~

but the truth is..more painful than it seems~

TVXQ with YUNHO & CHANGMIN only...

from SM statement,

"they already proposed to JYJ to ask whether they wanna continue their activity as TVXQ

but no respond from JYJ~"

but.. i dont know who to believe,

if its true that JYJ dont want it more, it is really painful..

but sometimes i just denied it..

because i know maybe..

JYJ actually wanna be 5 too~ with HOMIN~

maybe JYJ just dont want to be with SM anymore...

yup.. i know it is tired to be under SM.,

plus, after all this times that happen..

SM must wont let JYJ go easily~~

argghhh

but i really pitiful & sad to HOMIN~

well although sometimes i had once blamed them for not file the lawsuit together..

but i do believe they got their own reason~

& i dont blamed them anymore

but they really seems like disappearing..

i mean..

they r not active as before....

its hurt to see they got so many free times..

LOL.. funny right,,

when they are too busy..

i wanna they have rest...

but when they dont busy...

i wanna see them active..

ahh molla~ molla~~~

from deep down in my heart...

i really do wish to see TVXQ as 5~!!!!!!

FIVE~!!!!!

sometimes..

i really feel hopeless to see them as 5 again..

& i kinda feel helpless...

well i cant do anything..

besides crying~

but i still gonna WAIT~!!

still gonna KEEP THE FAITH~

wait & wait & wait

coz only them that i really love so much~

no other artist can ever take their place

they have been sealed in my chest!

cannot be taken out~

DONG BANG SHIN KI~!!!

YUNHO~JAEJOONG~CHANGMIN~JUNSU~YOOCHUN

i always LOVE u~

i will wait to hear the truth from your mouth~

what is exactly is going on~

please comeback as DONG BANG SHIN KI~!!!!

CASSIOPEIA~ DONT EVER LET GO!~

'They're old'

'They're Korean? Not interested'

'Haven't they disbanded?'

'You still like them?'

'Wake up, they're over.'

We've heard it all.

Most of us have engaged ourselves in conversations where we've tried, time and time, to emphasize the following:

'No, they're not over. Their activities have been put on hold - it's all temporary. Look at Cassiopeia, each and single every one of us is holding on to our faith and waiting for their return.'

or 'No, don't say that, give them a chance'

We say these things with so much confidence but there are times when even we ourselves doubt those words. Yet all the same, we vow to carry on, with our heads held high.

Some things fade over time, others remain afresh in our minds.

I remember worrying about you being replaced by SHINee, but I now understand that that will never be the case - You are Dong Bang Shin Ki. You are irreplaceable. Not because they're incompetent, no, that's not it. SHINee will never take your place because Dong Bang Shin Ki will only ever be Dong Bang Shin Ki; you're U-Know Yunho, Choikang Changmin, Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun and Youngwoong Jaejoong. They will never be the same 5 boys.

I remember the days when I was new to this fandom and I would constantly be on edge and morbidly afraid. But that is now in the past; over time, I've learnt that Cassiopeia is about supporting and being there for one another. Our role in this fandom is to tell those in doubt not to be afraid and to always keep their faith.

I still cry. I cry when I hear 'Chajatta' being played, I cry when I look back on the days when you were still together, perfectly intact.

Sometimes my friends tell me 'I don't get you, why are you holding on to this? It's a lost cause. That group is over.'

But you know what? I've given up trying. I used to try so hard to make others understand, to explain how I felt and how much pain I was going through. I tried to put my feelings into words but they never understood. None of it matters anymore though, I have the whole of Cassiopeia by my side. We understand one another in ways others don't and that's all that really matters.

I'm not sure why I'm writing all this, maybe I'm nostalgic, maybe I'm wondering why I'm still here. Maybe I'm trying to tell the world that I'm not just another obsessive fan girl and I know that there are those of you out there who feel the same. We're not in this because we expect something in return, we're not in this for the thrill of the ride - we're in this together because of our shared beliefs. We love and care for these boys; their happiness is as important to us as ours is to them.

We need to make it through this Cassiopeia, and that requires maturing as fans and as individuals. Remember what got you here in the beginning and hold on to those memories. They will be back, and when the day comes, you'll be glad that you didn't let go.

This is kind of a lousy part 2 to this

I needed something to do to keep myself from falling asleep - excuse the bad english ><"

Credits: TVXQBaidu + yachoke

Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights

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